The world is spinning but it left me behind,
stuck in the dark where I can't reach the light.
stuck in the dark where I can't reach the light.
posted by Sylvia @ 5:31 PM
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Went to work early morning, first time working 8am to 5pm. 9 freaking hours without break.
Meet him in town after work.
Reached early myself so I borrowed some book from library@orchard, they will be closing down on 30Nov07. There goes a nice hangout with great books.
Shopped around and he bought his top + nike jacket while i got a nike water bottle. I wanna sort out my financial stuff but i just too tired to do so. I almost concuss while waiting him to decide on the jacket. Gonna meet up with Louisa with regards to financial planning. I wanna learn more to earn more!
2 more days of work before I get my off days, 6 days of work in a row just kills.
Meet him in town after work.
Reached early myself so I borrowed some book from library@orchard, they will be closing down on 30Nov07. There goes a nice hangout with great books.
Shopped around and he bought his top + nike jacket while i got a nike water bottle. I wanna sort out my financial stuff but i just too tired to do so. I almost concuss while waiting him to decide on the jacket. Gonna meet up with Louisa with regards to financial planning. I wanna learn more to earn more!
2 more days of work before I get my off days, 6 days of work in a row just kills.
posted by Sylvia @ 1:09 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
It been a busy month since August started.
Aug 1 - Caught The Simpsons after work as it was Dewei's birthday.
Aug 2 - Went over to MS house for MJ session with Mad and Jas. I think i meet him and ah suey for supper plus dou hua till 3am+
Aug 3 - Met Qi to make payment @ MDIS in town, pei him eat lunch in Bugis and then went over to Dewei house to make photo albums with MY and WL, den meet Ann late nite and brought him to hagen daz for birthday surprise till 4am.
Aug 4 - Met Qi for 10am class in school. Went over to arab street to buy stuff + lunch before heading to MY house to complete album. Tifa fetch us all to PS to meet up with Ann (his actual birthday) for dinner/supper. Then head over to Minds cafe for games till 3am.
Aug 5 - Report for work @ 9am so that I can attend Tifa's party. Went home to nap ass I was fainting from the lack of slp. WL woke me up ard 6pm and we cab down to The Bayshore. Party till 11 plus, too much lame stuff took place. Drove to mac for a drink and head back home for good sleep.
Aug 6 - Tifa's actual birthday, went over to Ann's for MJ from 2pm to late nite. Thank you Ann for running more then 6 coffee shops for my Bak Chor Mee!
Aug 7 - This should be a rest day. I cant remember.
Aug 8 - MJ session at JR house with MY and Tifa till 3am.
Aug 9 - National day! Work from 8am to 4pm, met Ann and others at Vivo, ate white dog shop for present and watch 881. Ate macs for supper at boon keng.
I din realize I was so occupied till I type all this out. No wonder im so tired.
Something happened. Hope for the best. Sometimes I wish I can just die. Too many things to do, too many things to worry. Thats why Im always in a blank. I dun want to bother but somethings just keep bugging me. I hope for a better life, something that I can enjoy and be myself in but it was never possible. Whenever I tried to express myself, I would get hit back. I guess thats why Ive changed into someone who I never want to be. I dun want to be relied on, I wan to rely one someone who can be the wall but there was none. People tell me their problems, I opened my ears but when I need someone, I realize there was none again. Im glad Im always tired so I will just fall asleep and think of nothing else.
Aug 1 - Caught The Simpsons after work as it was Dewei's birthday.
Aug 2 - Went over to MS house for MJ session with Mad and Jas. I think i meet him and ah suey for supper plus dou hua till 3am+
Aug 3 - Met Qi to make payment @ MDIS in town, pei him eat lunch in Bugis and then went over to Dewei house to make photo albums with MY and WL, den meet Ann late nite and brought him to hagen daz for birthday surprise till 4am.
Aug 4 - Met Qi for 10am class in school. Went over to arab street to buy stuff + lunch before heading to MY house to complete album. Tifa fetch us all to PS to meet up with Ann (his actual birthday) for dinner/supper. Then head over to Minds cafe for games till 3am.
Aug 5 - Report for work @ 9am so that I can attend Tifa's party. Went home to nap ass I was fainting from the lack of slp. WL woke me up ard 6pm and we cab down to The Bayshore. Party till 11 plus, too much lame stuff took place. Drove to mac for a drink and head back home for good sleep.
Aug 6 - Tifa's actual birthday, went over to Ann's for MJ from 2pm to late nite. Thank you Ann for running more then 6 coffee shops for my Bak Chor Mee!
Aug 7 - This should be a rest day. I cant remember.
Aug 8 - MJ session at JR house with MY and Tifa till 3am.
Aug 9 - National day! Work from 8am to 4pm, met Ann and others at Vivo, ate white dog shop for present and watch 881. Ate macs for supper at boon keng.
I din realize I was so occupied till I type all this out. No wonder im so tired.
Something happened. Hope for the best. Sometimes I wish I can just die. Too many things to do, too many things to worry. Thats why Im always in a blank. I dun want to bother but somethings just keep bugging me. I hope for a better life, something that I can enjoy and be myself in but it was never possible. Whenever I tried to express myself, I would get hit back. I guess thats why Ive changed into someone who I never want to be. I dun want to be relied on, I wan to rely one someone who can be the wall but there was none. People tell me their problems, I opened my ears but when I need someone, I realize there was none again. Im glad Im always tired so I will just fall asleep and think of nothing else.
posted by Sylvia @ 1:50 PM
